The day
before the competition, I had to prep my skin with a self-tanner, and
also get professionally spray tanned. The lady spraying me commented that
my skin takes really well to the tanner. She was right. I didn't
look tan. I looked like I was an entirely different race!
I couldn't believe I had to go out in public looking like the
way I did. It makes me laugh as I type this. You'll know why when
you see the pictures below : )
As it
turns out, I won the competition. I won the "short"
division and then went on to win first in the figure competition overall.
It was extremely gratifying and I was very proud of myself for the hard
work and discipline. I never thought I could be so disciplined with
my diet. And it did feel wonderful to be "good" at something again.
I hadn't felt that high in such a long time. Was it all worth
it though? I'm still not sure.
Tim, my
coach, tells me that my next competition was in two weeks. I was
completely unprepared for that revelation. I thought MAYBE I would
do another one in a few months. I know it makes sense to do one sooner,
since you are already in such great shape, but I was so ready to LET LOOSE!
But reluctantly, I agreed. Tim really believed I could go
"pro" in a very short period of time and from there get in to
fitness modeling, which I really did want to do.
To make a
long story short, I didn't win or even place at the next competition.
Tim thinks I got lost in the shuffle, but admittedly I didn't look AS
good. However, I have to believe that God was at work because the girl
who won the second competition, I had beat in the first competition!
It's hard to believe I would have changed that drastically in just two
weeks to not even place. Had I done well again, I probably would
have continued to pursue it and I'm just not sure that would have
been what was best for me.
To learn more about how my body responded after this extreme lifestyle, stay tuned for
Part 3.
Did I mention that my skin took to the spray tan VERY well? |
This picture is from the 2nd competition where I did not place. |
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