Although
I am quick to say, I just wasn’t met to be a professional figure competitor,
there is a part of me that still wonders what could have been. Genetically, I do have the makeup to be
successful in that arena. But I do NOT
have the mentality. I missed food. I am a foodie. I love food!
There were some women (who I deeply respect and wish I was more like)
that truly didn’t crave any of the “bad” foods.
It wasn’t that hard for some of these women to eat the way we were
eating. I was not one of them.
In the
first few days after the competition, I was retaining water like a boat going
under. Matt affectionately called me
“bowling ball face”. What a sweetie. But it was true! My legs and calves and ankles looked
swollen. It was bizarre! It didn’t take me too long to come down to
size (no pun intended). I will say that
my metabolism was a little weird in the year after the competition. My pre-competition weight was 122. My competition weight was 115. And in the months following, I had a tough
time getting below 128! The workouts and
diets I followed before the competition were not effective in the months
after. My body was definitely
confused. BUT, in June of 2010, I was
back down to a normal weight I felt good about and my metabolism was back to
working great, as well!
All in
all, I am happy that I did the competition.
I am proud of myself for the discipline I showed and I learned a
lot. Since the competition, I have had
more balance in my fitness and nutrition than I have ever had. Because the nutrition plan was so extreme, it
made me appreciate delicious food more and freed me up to let myself enjoy
those foods every once in a while. Even
before training for this, I ate extremely healthy and rarely indulged. So I feel like I have a healthier
relationship with food and working out. I
used to be very all or nothing in my workouts.
If I didn’t have time to go to the gym for over an hour, I wouldn’t go
at all! I now realize that 10, 20, or 30 minutes is better than 0
minutes!
I very
much appreciate the experience I had in the two competitions that I
attended. The people I met were so kind
and supportive of one another and I deeply respect the dedication and
commitment they are willing to make to do what they love.
Here are some photos I took right before the competition. Call me vain, but I had worked too hard to not get some photographic evidence of my figure competition physique.
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